Just wondering. What has this been all about? I think everything happens for a reason Sometimes we make bad choices that lead us down a wrong path and then God does what He needs to do to get us back on track. I get that and I can look back and see how he has done that so many times in my life.
But I feel like I have been "off-track" for some time now. This thing with my foot just seems to go on and on and on. I have some plans in my head and in my heart, but to accomplish those, I have to see some healing, some end in site.
I am sure it will come. I know that God has not forgotten about me. He sees me and He knows exactly where I am in my life right now and He even sees me where I will be in the future. I have always believed that and known that. It is a core belief within me. I do not believe that God loses people. Like a doctor doing everything he or she can for someone in trouble.
I can walk away, I can shut out the beauty that is God's love within me, but He will never give up on me. I am not trying to shut Him out but I don't feel as close as I once was which is a hard thing to admit. But I am going to take the advice of a minister's words that someone shared with me this week He said "the most lasting change doesn't come when we try to do everything all at once, we can't go from 0-60 all at once, but we can go from 0-1." I am paraphrasing what I heard so it really is not a perfect quote, but it is wisdom.
So that is where I am in my life. And today I will do something that will take me from 0-1.
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